These these last three days I have been trying to go about my days of exploring and relaxing, reading and enjoying the longs days, spending time with my daughter and eating good BUT there is a lot going on. Two of my closest friends are going through awful life transitions and all I can do is call and text. My Mr. No Matter What and I are no longer. The most I get is a text about, “Are ya’ll alright, I saw there was a bombing at that airport….Oh, you’re good. Ok.” The late night text from an ex that I need to severe soul ties with text now come in the middle of my day. Jayla’s having ‘moments.’ When I need to talk to someone I have to wait six hours and the people I want to talk to are going through it. My little problem is just that in comparison…little. The internet at my AirBnb has gone out, yet again. I had to cancel two classes this morning…but I have to wait until I’m connected to let them know. I’m ready to call TMobile again and see why the extra money I spent for the hotspot still isn’t working! My hair feels dry and crispy and all of my fruit went bad.
Today, I just want to sleep until tomorrow.
I know things could be worse.
But sometimes I don’t want to see all of the good just to outweigh the bad.